Today is Monday is August 26
I sent my daughters back to school this morning. Rebekah started her junior year with excitement and a wee bit of uncertainty. Rachel started middle school with a stomach full of butterflies and a face full of make up. She is starting a new journey of finding out who she is becoming and Rebekah is in the middle of a season really beginning to walk in a new confidence. She has become the preppy girl who loves her pearls. Rachel is discovering make up and that real cuss words do exist. This morning as I prayed over them they giggled and tears filled my eyes. So much can change in a year. I look back to where I was a year ago. In a full time job entering into year 2 of our church plant and really seeking Gods voice in my life and begging Him for change. One year later I am unemployed, entering year 3 of our church and I am desperate to hear Gods voice.
Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly, teaching and admonishing one another in all wisdom, singing psalms and hymns and spiritual songs with thankfulness in your hearts to God
The word dwell actually means- keep the attention of/live as a resident and richly means - in full measure.
When we allow Gods word to live in us and to have our full attention we then begin to walk in the fullness of Him. It's a beautiful picture of letting His word fill us up in those seasons of drought, numbness, anger or fear. It's Him we need not direction, or answers or healing. What if the healing doesn't come? What if the relationship you dreamed of doesn't really exist? What if that dream you have chased doesn't come true? Our response to the word defines the direction we then take. Satan intends for evil to triumph and to bring about addiction and behavior and defeating thoughts to get the best of us. It's Gods word dwelling richly in us that alters that and brings forth Joy and surrender when you can't seem to do it yourself. Today as you look at your life ask yourself this question. Does The truth of Gods word have my full attention? Because ultimately what has your attention has your heart. In my life I have taken Christ off the thrown many times and replaced His truth with food and shameful thoughts and
then my actions followed accordingly. The bible can be so intimidating and full of words that aren't used in my vocabulary thats why I have to break down the words and its like it then comes alive to me. The Creator of the universe wants to talk to me. He is constant. He is always ready to fill me up so I can walk in the Fullness of His goodness no matter how bad things seem. When I was in New York a few days ago I literally realized that I was begging God to speak to me in one of the loudest places ever. I kept trying to hear His voice but I was so consumed by other things that I couldn't. I had to literally clean out some thoughts, offer up repentance and take away the noise that filled my heart and mind. My full attention wasn't on God it was on begging Him for direction and asking for answers. I thought it would be like time square and the answers would be obvious but instead He continues to direct me toward His word and Him alone and that is my direction.