Before Easter I gave up social media on Tuesdays. I have never participated in lent but I felt like God was calling me to give it up and spend time in prayer in order to prepare for my writing and blogging day which is Wednesday. There were some Tuesday's I would grab my phone and almost hit the Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, or snapchat app. It is such a habit for me. From standing in the line at the store or walking through Target. I miss so much. God seems to be continually showing me how many blessings there are literally right in front of me. Since Easter I no longer have my phone in my bedroom and I am trying to keep it in the seat beside me when I'm driving rather than on my lap. Something as small as a beep from an email coming through can trigger my thoughts into a "to do" list mode. I then go to bed thinking about all I need to be doing rather than allowing God to consume my thoughts.
Listening is one of the greatest qualities in a marriage or friendship. We tend to get so frustrated by our spouses, friends or kids when we think they are ignoring us or not listening. After reading about David's rash behavior of killing and ravaging towns simply because he couldn't see Gods hand I felt somewhat normal. What I know is that when I perceive God to be silent it's really Him calling me to press a little harder into my Him and to trust Him. Just like David acted rash we often take matters into our own hands and then emptiness and sin or disappointment sets in. How many of you have begged God to heal someone, take an addiction away or provide blessings among many other request? All of us have begged God at some point and when He appeared quiet or ignoring us we acted rash and interrupted His perfect plan. Psalm 10 has been said to be the cry of David's heart during that time frame where he felt abandoned by God. I love that he still recognizes Gods sovereignty as he questions where He is-
Why, O Lord, do you stand far away? Why do you hide yourself in times of trouble? (Psalms 10:1 ESV)
The Lord is king forever and ever; the nations perish from his land. O Lord, you hear the desire of the afflicted; you will strengthen their heart; you will incline your ear (Psalms 10:1, 16, 17 ESV)
Ladies I promise He hears your every cry. He sees your anger and knows your fears. But He is YOUR King forever and ever. Nothing will lessen or stop His deep pursuit of your heart. Keep pressing in and wait with expectation because change is coming so don't interrupt it. Wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord ! (Psalms 27:14 ESV)